I wish that I kissed you, but I didn't because I was, I am afraid of losing you. Because you mean so much to me, the last time we met I realized that I really love you. And now you act so different... I wish you could read these words and see  how important you are to me, how happy you make me when I'm with u.. I just want to lay next to you every day, look in your eyes and laugh like everytime we meet, just feel infinite. I wish I could make it easy, easy to love me. I'm looking for the right words to say. You make me feel important and loved.. But I don't understand your behavior now, you don't text me, you don't answer ... Did I do anything wrong? But after we met was everything ok... Maybe I just think too much and overact.. But you said that we may meet on the weekend.. Hmpf 

I just hope You feel the same and I just overact and everything is not that bad, I don't want to lose you...